A Girl's Heart Desire

Sometimes,
I want to show my hijab,
and show the world,
that I too,
am beutiful in the people's defination.


But,
deep down here,
in my little heart,
I know that beuty is by defination,
a mystery,
and it is forever more rewarding,
to be beautiful in God's eyes.


Sometimes,
I want to wear ruffled dresses and tight jeans,
Show off what I really look like,
under those baggy shirts and loosely fitted pants,
make a statement,
that I too,
Have a figure and worthlooking at.


But,
I know better,
to avoid entering the world of men's imagination,
for I love my future husband,
and I am ashamed,
what should be his,
has already been unveiled by others.


Sometimes,
I want to show the world,
the other side of me,
the bubblier,bolder and crazier me,
put myself on display,
for everyone to see,
to be desire and admired upon.


But,
I know that eyes are not just eyes,
seeing is not just seeing,
image and respect are gained,
shame and humility deserve a better place,


Because in the end,
it is not just about me,
I carry a lot of impressions and expectations,
of what Muslim girl should be,


I am covered by the word "ISLAM" the moment
I walk out of my door,
So don't be selfish girl.


Can't you put behind your heart's desire for something worth fighting for??


LOVE IS ALL IT TAKES
LOVE


Insyaallah